| i've decided to wait until i actually have a license and a car to drive me around to get an apartment. i think that is better than trying to get it now. zach will be looking for his own and if everything works out between us we can find a bigger one and move in together later in the future. right now i have to concentrate on getting my life together, though. my brother and i discussed how expensive owning an apartment would be and that was what made me change my mind. i know that the decisions that i'm making will lead to my ultimate happiness. don't worry about me. i'm all right. :) --------- - Clean house.
- Call Subway.
- Get a job.
- Save money.
- Lose weight.
- Save up for a car.
- Get license.
- Buy a car.
- Pass all classes.
- Attend classes.
- Don't screw up.
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| went around and turned in my applications today. now i just gotta call the people up and have them tell me that i'm getting a job. yes, i will get a job, damn it. even if i have to kill someone to do it. lol i'm very bored today. i had a long talk about 'trust' with my mother because of zach. i got her to allow him to stay for a whole week so he could get a job. i also found an apartment that only costs $300 wo0t. if we combine our money we can definately afford it. i know we can make it through this. i just have to have hope. no, we just have to have hope. ---------- so zach won't be able to stay more than a few days with me. oh well, we will figure something out. i'm looking for a job, and i have several applications filled out. i just need to turn them in and call the people that i've applied to. i'm going to keep calling until they get tired of me calling and get a damn job. i won't rest until i have a job and when i have a job i'm going to keep that job and make my own damn money. that way i can move the fuck out and start living on my own. that's what i needed to do when i was 18. i realize now that i have plenty of time to start getting my life together and i'm going to start by getting a damn job. |
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